3 weeks later

Huh, not much as changed, I've been working still for 6 weeks, and I'm getting the hang of things. People at work seem to be leaving me alone, I don't know whether it's my impression on them, or what. But I have been asked to do a couple of presentations for the directors, which is good, because I know I'm good at that, and can show off my skill a little. I'm getting a bit sick of doing the same thing day in, day out though, or at least that's what it seems. I want to be challenged in the job, I want to grow and learn it it, I don't want to be seen as some Friday girl, or some general clerk who can be asked to do anything simple. But that's what it feels like now, and I suppose that's what I am. I don't want to be stuck in a rut, god, I'm better than that. I've done things heaps more complex than what I'm doing now, I just don't know how I can prove it to these people. They probably think I'm dumb.

I want to prove them all wrong. And that I'm capable of more. God it's so frustrating. I want to be paid more as well. I mean, I've had all this education, but by the rate of pay I'm getting, you'd think that I didn't have this level of education at all. God I feel like turning back time, but then again, I'm proud of graduating from uni. I'm glad I went through it. I don't know if it's really taught me that much, but it's an accomplishment I'm proud of. Just wish I didn't have that debt to go with it. God I wish uni education was free. As it should be. Then we'd have more people eager to learn. But no, resources don't allow for that. When are we going to get a society that believes in and regards high education?